Well for all of you who's geared up to celebrate the birth of an year im sorry to be a hooligan.,for melancholy fills my heart when i think of celebrations for the weekend ..there are meagre reasons for me to rejoice as the year passes by for iam going far from some of the memories that this year has gifted me ...im staying askance from all the hullabaloo and it hurts when i see all of ya who talk about margaritas, tequilas the strawberry crushes...but the old monks and jonnie walkers might give me a stare but for a different purpose..

I don't wanna enter the new year ,wish there was a time machine that would pin you down in the same year ...i might sound sober and destitute ,but i suppose the coming year has nothing in store for me or no newbie's that could take me to the heights of ecstasy that this year has gifted ..though i suffered a lot at the receiving end the cream of the year had taken me to a delightful delicacy ...Its not easy to pen down those feelings as that would tender you gagging with a sore throat.

It is hard to uproot the trivia ,a plethora of thoughts and emotions that you nurtured for more than a year .How could it be to loose a precious gem that you have unearthed from the deepest of the oceans ,held it so close to your heart for more than a decade .Its hard to believe that its gone ,the adrenalin drops and survival becomes a mere threat devoid of that treasure .

A broken will and shattered dreams at last accompany me to the spoils of the new year ...